I'm going to BC tomorrow at 6:30am -_-, going to visit papabear (haven't seen him in 6 years, and I might get fired from work for leaving to see him) so expect lotsa pictures from me.
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SKA. WTF?
It is PISSED. It is BLEEDING. and It's wanting to die.
Type. Type. Typing. I sit here at my desk. Type. Type. Typing. Listening to my keys as they. Click. Click. Clicking. Looking at the clock and it's. Tick. Tick. Ticking. My test is over in an hour and I'm. Fail. Fail. Failing. I type in my linux server and it's doing. Nothing. Nothing. Nothing. I'm trapped on question 4 and I want to. Die. Die. Die. If I fail this class I'll. Cry. Cry. Cry. But only until I can. Laugh. Laugh. Laugh.
I'm just gonna burn my cd and fail. There is nothing I can do. + though, I get to see my Aunt Linda who I haven't seen since I was little. We are gonna go shopping and she's gonna drop me off at work. +Friday I got to BC to see my daddy-o. +Monday I come back & it's my reading week. Yay week vay-cayyy.
crappy v day! I didn't get/do anything for v day. I didn't even receive a happy Valentines. I didn't taste even an ounce of chocolate or cinnamon heart. I just wanted a valentines day for one time in my life. Whatever. Maybe next year.
yays internet! i got my website renewed thanks to erik! i'm working on it right now. I'm gonna be active I swears! I'm gonna have live cam and a radio station! It's wiggedddd.
So, school sucks. I need to get more hours so I can afford an apartment. I'm quitting school next year so I can save up for my education. I made a new youtube video.
updateee so the dreads are out. i'm bleaching my hair. later it's gonna be purple(like around noon maybe?) i have a docs appointment at 10:30 to see wtf is wrong with me. i have a date with molly for vday. i have a new myspace: http://www.myspace.com/angroid my laundry is still all soaked (dryer didn't dry it at ALL) i'm still working at claires, but maybe in march i'll be working at transit. i still havent gotten my osap yet =/ my mom is living with my grandma now. my hair is growing.
thank you. I'd like to thank 5hutupl1nda & thebtron for your comments that involved Star Trek, I thought I was the only one left in this world that new what a Romulan was. <3's!
Also, for all of you who are on my f-list still, I need new ideas for videos, I think I'm gonna make some next week. Just give me stuff to talk about, or to do? NO PORN GUYZ, SRY. But yeah, I need ideas, I'm dry.
Andddd last night I ripped out my dreads, so now I have short hair again, it's growing, but at an alarmingly slow rate.
minibreakdown. so here's an actual kinda update for you people who may be concerned with my well-being.
-I dunno what the fuck is wrong with me, I keep having rage fits, arguing with everyone, wanting to cry then laughing and being merry all in a matter of 2 hours.
-I've been eating a lot, and sleeping more, i feel drained all the time like life is sucking everything out of me.
-I've been basically picking fights with people and ignoring friends.
-I want to just sit in a corner and cry until i can't cry anymore.
-I've been having HUGE cravings for chocolate.
-I want to just run until my legs give out and my chest caves in and I pass out with pain all over my body.
-There's something wrong with me, and I need to sort it out.
Hmm I don't think I will be blogging so much in lj anymore. I got myself a word press account now (angroid.wordpress.com) or on my site www.yourbomb.com (which has my word press account in it) I dunno, I'm just bored of lj. I'll still post once in a while, and I'll still be posting in comms that I'm in.